i hardly touch this. i dont hate it i just get lazy i suppose. summer is getting closer and closer and im getting taaaan, nigga wut wut. trying to decide if i should dye the hair again or not. ill let it go back to normal then decide i figure. i havnt seen the natural color in a few months. its at the stage where half of it is the faded black and the roots are natural and it gives it a nice different color. cool deal man, coooool deal. listening to Children of Bodom right nowo. if u havnt heard of them give them a try and hopefully youll like em.

wats everybody up to these days? let me know cause i got nothing better to do than break down in my dead bedroom studder to pictures of u. and now im off to leave comments, farewell!

dear xanga:

aha. another random entry. a few weeks ago amanda went back and read a lot of my old posts and shit man i cant stand to read them. from my point of view and a few others i am so different. i dont know wat happened, just everything i suppose. life. its just weird to see it all written out and read the change. i havnt totally forgotten about xanga though. i still get emails when people update or daily or however it works. all i know is that i get emails and occassionaly read them

i might have yelled at the wrong people or gotten on the wrong peoples bad side and not like im looking for acceptance or anything. just i wish, not regret, it wouldnt have happened. cause after being out and meeting people there are just a few people that i now realize that were really really cool man. and it wouldnt hurt to have them around still. cause i do miss it. matt and i have been on this subject the past few days.

anyways its time for me to get off of this computer and get some rest. maybe ill continue this another time

-blake

xanga huh...

yesterday i hung out with michael lacerna and matt. michael got resident evil 4. that game seems so much better than the others. so lately... ive signed out of gilbert and am in the process of going to cypress cc. matt and me are looking for a place. actually not even a place, a place is a lot easier to find than a room mate we like and or trust. which is absolutely neccesary. it could be done so quickly if there was just someone. ill try to update this a lot more

-blake

i want to update this thing but wtf do i put here... hmm... i dont know. matt and i took pictures at best buy a few days ago. i think i have one posted up to the left. finally im going to have income. i got a job at jack in the box on orangethorpe and valley view. so HELL YES i get money. i owe matt gallons of monies and i can finally start to repay him. so hows it going to be when u dont know me?

-blake

sugarcult- memory

bored right now. might go see the forgotten tomorrow after school, have to see if i can get it together or wat. so matts car is fixed now, which is cool. he came over and picked me up and we only got to 7-11 before we had to leave. so shit i dont know. need a job. need a hair cut?

-blake